in the beginning, when this first started, even before he met yoongi at all, it might have been hard for jungkook to believe that this is where he would end up. hard to believe that eventually he would be like this, that he would be so submissive, so completely willing to be, so much more than ready to just do whatever it is that someone else wants, whatever they command him to do, to be so completely and totally at someone else's whim. but it isn't just someone else. it isn't some stranger, it's min yoongi, and he's the reason for all of this. he's the reason why jungkook opened himself up to it all in the first place, the one who helped him, guided him into this, showed him exactly what it was that he's been missing, that he could enjoy something like this so completely, unlocking parts of himself that jungkook otherwise may have never even known existed.

honestly, it's been nothing short of incredible, and every single time only reinforces that thought, only feels even better, drives jungkook even deeper into just how much he likes it. it feels good, feels natural now, feels just as much a part of his life as the classes he attends on the weekdays and the friends he has, the assignments he puts his all into, the way he still takes his camera out just to take shots of his own on the side whenever he gets the chance. yoongi feels like that. like a staple, something he's used to, something that makes him feel safe, comfortable. something that he's sure he definitely doesn't want to be without, not anymore, though he tries not to let his thoughts dip into territory like that whenever he can help it.

the good thing is that yoongi has a way of making it impossible for him to think much at all. jungkook has never really experienced this kind of thing with sex before, never lost himself in it the way that he does with the older man, never given himself up completely enough to allow it to happen. but with yoongi now, it's effortless. just as easy as breathing, the way he lets it happen. the way every single touch pulls a reaction, gets him arching closer to the older man, fingers tightening that much more in their grip on yoongi's shoulders until he has to move so that his shirt can come off, and he's past feeling flustered, feeling embarrassed about being so exposed in front of yoongi now.

now, all he feels is the want, the desire, even as yoongi is maneuvering him, handling him so effortlessly when jungkook doesn't even try to push back against it in the slightest. why would he? it's so much better to just fall into it, to let it happen, to lay across yoongi's lap the way that the older man wants him to, hard as hell, breathing fast and shaky because it's impossible not to give himself over to it now. it's impossible not to want more, so much more, even when the strong grip against the back of his neck, yoongi's wandering touches over his skin are so good after wanting him, missing him for so long. all jungkook can do is take it, and he does, trying but unable to reign in all of the soft sounds that keep threatening to come out. he just can't help himself, and he really can't help the way that he groans when yoongi's fingers are suddenly fucking back into him, the appreciative whine of "daddy" that comes out, breathless already.