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kkaeppsong2015-02-08 03:47 pm
baekri) wrote in kkaeppsong2015-02-08 03:47 pm
o4.
biggest regret
xiuhan; baek focus
214 words
the waves crash softly over the sand, crawling farther and farther up before slipping back into the safety of the sea. the salt spray fills his senses, the water skimming his toes as he sits alone, knees to his chest.
it aches. everything does. he aches for another chance, a way to reverse it, even if he can't be sure he would do anything differently this time. he aches to go back home, to submerge himself in the comfort of what he always knew even if it wasn't what he always wanted. his fingers skim down past his knees, over the smooth skin of his legs. it's familiar and yet foreign, something he never imagined he would regret but here he is.
luhan can't. he can't go back to his life before minseok. before, he had everything and now he has nothing. but there's no one to blame but himself. when he cries, it's silent.
baekhyun doesn't agree. luhan isn't the one to be blamed. he watches from a safe space within the swell and feels like he doesn't belong. his whole life, his entire existence is based on taking. taking without regard to others, taking without looking back.
his delicate fingers close around the shell on his neck.
he shouldn't have taken that.
xiuhan; baek focus
214 words
the waves crash softly over the sand, crawling farther and farther up before slipping back into the safety of the sea. the salt spray fills his senses, the water skimming his toes as he sits alone, knees to his chest.
it aches. everything does. he aches for another chance, a way to reverse it, even if he can't be sure he would do anything differently this time. he aches to go back home, to submerge himself in the comfort of what he always knew even if it wasn't what he always wanted. his fingers skim down past his knees, over the smooth skin of his legs. it's familiar and yet foreign, something he never imagined he would regret but here he is.
luhan can't. he can't go back to his life before minseok. before, he had everything and now he has nothing. but there's no one to blame but himself. when he cries, it's silent.
baekhyun doesn't agree. luhan isn't the one to be blamed. he watches from a safe space within the swell and feels like he doesn't belong. his whole life, his entire existence is based on taking. taking without regard to others, taking without looking back.
his delicate fingers close around the shell on his neck.
he shouldn't have taken that.