the funny thing is, jungkook doesn't mind taking control every so often. he doesn't mind the nights when he decides to surprise yoongi for a change, when he wants to switch it up every now and again, just enough to put the focus on his husband, because jungkook is a lot of things, but he definitely isn't a selfish lover. he's always been into giving back just as much as he receives and then some, but even so, it just comes so easily, falling into being submissive to yoongi. it feels right, natural in a way that he can't explain, and part of the reason why jungkook loves it so much is because of how obvious it is that yoongi is right there with him, that yoongi loves it just the same. it's just good, easy, and why fix something when it isn't broken, right?
but that doesn't mean that jungkook is opposed to trying new things. he's been up for nearly everything that yoongi has suggested over the years, any and every strange new attraction that his husband was taken by one moment or another. it's almost impressive that he hasn't come up with much of his own by now, given how meticulous he is in every single other aspect of their lives. but then, maybe that has more to do with it than he realized, maybe it all comes back to that preference he has to letting yoongi take the reigns, call the shots more often than not. jungkook has slowly started to realize more and more that the whole thing likely runs a whole lot deeper than either of them initially would have thought, but it doesn't mean that he's unsatisfied. he's just as ready and willing to have yoongi fuck him all weekend in all of the ways that are familiar, safe, as anything else. anything with his husband is good, phenomenal, even, and jungkook would be satisfied even if their conversation from before stayed just at that - a conversation - just for the sake of having gotten it off his chest, out in the open between them, the weight of everything else so much heavier, so much more important than any sexual curiosities he might have.
of course, his husband isn't the type to let anything slip through the cracks. jungkook should know that by now, really, after being married to him for a while now, together even longer. anything and everything that he says, yoongi takes to heart, and it's just one of the many things that he finds endearing, that he loves so unconditionally about the older man. and of course it would come into play here as well, even though jungkook is none the wiser at first, lost in the perfect, perfect way that yoongi fucks him and how good it sounds when his husband groans like that, when his voice gets even deeper and jungkook knows, he just knows how good it is for him, too.
the rest of it is what starts to tip jungkook off, the way yoongi's fingers continue to linger around his neck, the way that it spikes his pulse before he's even really aware of it. that's subconscious, and nothing compared to the feeling that comes with yoongi's thumb pressing in harder, the sharp heat that it sparks along his nerves, the way that it's slowly starting to sink in alongside yoongi's words, just what he's starting to do. jungkook thinks that he's starting to catch onto just what yoongi is testing out, and honestly, what else could it be? even the thought alone of yoongi remembering, of yoongi pulling this out for him is enough to multiply jungkook's arousal at least twice over, but combined with everything else he'd swear that he's already starting to feel a little dizzy from it. his eyes open, just so that his gaze can lock onto yoongi, getting darker and darker by the second, voice and breath both catching together on a simple groan of "fuck, more."
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but that doesn't mean that jungkook is opposed to trying new things. he's been up for nearly everything that yoongi has suggested over the years, any and every strange new attraction that his husband was taken by one moment or another. it's almost impressive that he hasn't come up with much of his own by now, given how meticulous he is in every single other aspect of their lives. but then, maybe that has more to do with it than he realized, maybe it all comes back to that preference he has to letting yoongi take the reigns, call the shots more often than not. jungkook has slowly started to realize more and more that the whole thing likely runs a whole lot deeper than either of them initially would have thought, but it doesn't mean that he's unsatisfied. he's just as ready and willing to have yoongi fuck him all weekend in all of the ways that are familiar, safe, as anything else. anything with his husband is good, phenomenal, even, and jungkook would be satisfied even if their conversation from before stayed just at that - a conversation - just for the sake of having gotten it off his chest, out in the open between them, the weight of everything else so much heavier, so much more important than any sexual curiosities he might have.
of course, his husband isn't the type to let anything slip through the cracks. jungkook should know that by now, really, after being married to him for a while now, together even longer. anything and everything that he says, yoongi takes to heart, and it's just one of the many things that he finds endearing, that he loves so unconditionally about the older man. and of course it would come into play here as well, even though jungkook is none the wiser at first, lost in the perfect, perfect way that yoongi fucks him and how good it sounds when his husband groans like that, when his voice gets even deeper and jungkook knows, he just knows how good it is for him, too.
the rest of it is what starts to tip jungkook off, the way yoongi's fingers continue to linger around his neck, the way that it spikes his pulse before he's even really aware of it. that's subconscious, and nothing compared to the feeling that comes with yoongi's thumb pressing in harder, the sharp heat that it sparks along his nerves, the way that it's slowly starting to sink in alongside yoongi's words, just what he's starting to do. jungkook thinks that he's starting to catch onto just what yoongi is testing out, and honestly, what else could it be? even the thought alone of yoongi remembering, of yoongi pulling this out for him is enough to multiply jungkook's arousal at least twice over, but combined with everything else he'd swear that he's already starting to feel a little dizzy from it. his eyes open, just so that his gaze can lock onto yoongi, getting darker and darker by the second, voice and breath both catching together on a simple groan of "fuck, more."