starrystarrynight: (yoongi specs)
Sarah ([personal profile] starrystarrynight) wrote in [community profile] kkaeppsong2017-03-19 11:30 pm

[yoongi/jungkook] ; little star

"Okay, Kook--left foot first. That’s right, now the other…”


Yoongi slips the bright blue sock on the small foot in his lap, watching the little one’s toes wriggling about in clear excitement. He manages to secure the sock in place despite the restlessness, weeks of practice and painstaking routine now firmly under his belt. Next come the shirts--really, only five acceptable options as far as Jungkook is concerned--and today, just like every day, Yoongi splays them out on the ground for him to pick. Nevermind that there’s several nice outfits in the drawer, including a really cute matching set Jimin gifted them when Jungkook turned a month old. The bunny simply took a couple sniffs of the new clothing before ignoring its existence altogether, fighting against Yoongi’s attempts to have him wear it whenever Jimin came by for a visit. Well, fighting in the way of unhappy little squeals and scrambling to hide under his bed, curled in a stubborn little ball.


He doesn’t like change, Yoongi sighed by way of apology.


He doesn’t like clothes that weren’t bought by you, Jimin had laughed.


Both are probably true. Then again, it hadn’t always been that way.


Yoongi remembers when dressing Jungkook used to be wonderfully simple. When he could fit inside the palm of his hand, a bit of fluff nestled in his curled fingers. He was such a tiny thing, so small Yoongi could feel the thump of his heartbeat with his pinky, and the pad of his thumb was the only brush needed to smooth down his soft white ears. Yoongi had fallen hopelessly, immediately for the adorable creature. The moment those big brown eyes locked onto his, he may as well have owned Yoongi, signed off instantly on his paperwork instead of the other way around.


It’s amazing what even a couple months can do, Yoongi muses, as he glances over the toddler-sized T-shirts. Everyone had told him as much, but it still takes him aback, just how quickly Jungkook is growing. It was one thing having Jungkook in a playpen in his apartment at first, his body too small and frail to truly explore his environment, but now it’s as if every day there’s a new mission, a new adventure to take on. Climb up the kitchen table and check out those weird plastic bags. Nibble on all the electrical cords in the living room. Pull Yoongi’s sweatshirts from the closet hangers and make a giant nest. He’s active, unabashed, so curious about everything, and Yoongi learned the hard way (after some partially-chewed on slippers) to bunny-proof the place. He knows it’s only temporary though, given the way Jungkook’s hybrid nature means rapid maturity--because he’s getting smarter, too. Seeing more. Learning more. And, for the most part, listening to Yoongi more.


“Kook-ah,” Yoongi calls to get his attention back, picking up the wriggling child so he can plop all of him down in his lap instead. Jungkook always settles better when he’s held, and even though there’s those nagging voices in his head (usually Jimin’s) telling him he’s only spoiling the bunny, Yoongi can’t just ignore his own instincts either. Just wants to take care of his baby. Wants to take care of Jungkook like this while he still can.

"What shirt do you want to wear to the store today?"

toughkookie: (bunkook)

[personal profile] toughkookie 2017-08-14 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
for all intents and purposes, jungkook doesn't actually know what's going to happen. he doesn't know the details, doesn't know what it actually is that he wants from yoongi, doesn't understand how it all works, how it's going to play out. he doesn't know anything right now aside from that he wants it, wants this, wants yoongi close to him in any and every single way that he can make it happen. he needs it, only more and more obvious with the heat still present underneath his skin, the way it's rising more and more to the surface, making itself known just as strongly as it was before. it's the same insistent clawing that comes from being so close to yoongi, having yoongi touch him like this, the way that his body wants him, needs him so much closer, even if jungkook isn't entirely aware of just what that need means just yet.

right now, all the bunny can compare it to is how good it was just a matter of minutes ago, having yoongi's fingers inside him. the concept of anything else is far, far away from his mind, because the simple truth is that he hasn't had the knowledge or experience to know what else could happen, what could be coming next. he definitely doesn't want yoongi to move away from him, but he doesn't fight it whenever he does, whenever the older man is gently pressing him down to the bed, moving so that he can take off the rest of his own clothes instead. jungkook simply watches, stares as yoongi undresses himself, feels the rush of heat that comes with it and everything after, the way that he so effortlessly starts to fall apart all over again even under the smallest bit of attention yoongi decides to give him. it's just good. everything about yoongi is just good, right down to the way that he eventually is grabbing a gentle hold on jungkook's wrist and guiding his hand down to his own cock, silently urging him to explore.

jungkook is all but lost in his heat haze now, but it doesn't stop his ears from twitching in interest. it doesn't stop him from exploring, from touching, from lightly, gently running his fingers over the length of yoongi, marveling in how similar and yet different it feels from when he touches himself. it's an exploration that's easy to lose himself in until yoongi is speaking, until he's moving closer once again, jungkook pliant to the way that the older man guides his legs right back to where they were a few moments ago, shifting into whatever kind of position yoongi tries to put him in. jungkook might not fully understand, might not have all the words, the knowledge and the concept to put with this but when yoongi starts to push himself that much closer to exactly what all of this has been leading up to, when he's looking down at him like that, jungkook's instinct knows exactly what this is, exactly what it is that they're meant to do. he meets yoongi's gaze with one that's dark, all heady and glazed with lust and yet every bit as adoring, as trusting, as loving as it always is. his hips are already trying to tip up that much more, working on their own accord, even before yoongi is encouraging him, letting him know that it's okay to follow that instinct, to do what feels good, to shed the hesitation and go for what he needs. it's a little bit awkward, jungkook isn't entirely sure of the angle, more eager than anything else but it feels good even when he's rubbing and nudging the head of yoongi's cock against his own entrance, making him shiver slightly, trying to push his hips forward until he manages to get the angle right. until yoongi finally starts to slip inside him, jungkook's body offering absolutely no resistance. he's groaning, whining softly even when the first inch is barely inside, his fingers letting go of yoongi's cock in order to scramble up somewhere near his shoulder instead, holding on tight, trying to somehow pull yoongi closer while simultaneously still trying to move himself, as if he'll be able to push yoongi in deeper all on his own and whining a little more insistently when he can't. "yoongi... yoongi, more. yoongi closer."
toughkookie: (bunkook)

[personal profile] toughkookie 2017-08-29 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
it really doesn't matter that jungkook has no idea what's about to happen, what this really is, what it all could mean on the human side of things. it doesn't matter that he has no concept of it, of this kind of intimacy, that he's really never even seen it before, has never had the chance or the real curiosity to try and go looking for it, to explore. it doesn't matter that even the heats before now, leading up to now have been so innocent in their own way, the toys, the way that he's touched himself all just a means to an end, a way to try and make it feel better, just what he's supposed to do.

it doesn't matter that his mind doesn't quite understand it, because his body does. his body knows exactly what this is, knows what to do and just how much it wants it, needs it. needs it because it's yoongi, because with every passing second the older man is sliding deeper inside him, deeper, different than anything he's felt before, so much different than any of his toys. yoongi's scent, everything about him is surrounding jungkook, blanketing him, making him feel so comfortable and so much need all at once, so good he could cry and yet somehow not enough at the same time. not enough even though yoongi keeps giving him more, more, until he can't, until there's nothing left to give and jungkook is absolutely full of him, more full than he's ever been, a far cry from what his toys could give him.

because his toys aren't like this. his toys aren't a living, breathing person, aren't warm, soft in all the right ways. his toys don't seem to fit him perfectly like yoongi does, like it's just right, exactly how much jungkook needs without being too much. it doesn't hurt; jungkook's body simply accepts him, all of him, takes it easily and he's still greedy for more, still aching for a kind of more that he can't even begin to articulate, to understand, even as yoongi's fingers brush along his skin, as yoongi is as close to him as he can possibly be, asking him if he's okay. jungkook holds his gaze, his own still dark, pleading, asking for something that he isn't even aware of. he doesn't have to think about his answer, nodding slightly almost as soon as the words have left yoongi's lips, his own fingers still trying to find purchase against the older man's skin, trying to move, squirming slightly after a few moments as if somehow it will start to satisfy the ache that's settling in more fully now, the longer they stay like this. "yoongi," the name comes out easily, without any thought, catching on another breathless whine. "more, please. i want more."
toughkookie: (bunkook)

[personal profile] toughkookie 2017-09-05 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
jungkook still doesn't exactly understand what's happening. he doesn't have any words, any real experiences to put with this. he doesn't have any kind of idea about what it all means, whether or not it means anything, if it's something that even goes any deeper than this. right now, he can't think about that. he can't think about any of it, because he's too far gone for that. the brief reprieve that he had from the pull of his heat is over, it's taking him back down, back in just as fully, just as completely as it did before. and being so wrapped up in yoongi, being so close to him, having yoongi inside of him, enveloping him so completely - it only sets off something inside of jungkook that makes it even worse. makes him want it, want him, that much more. jungkook doesn't realize just how much, just how desperately he's begging yoongi, with every last inch of himself. but he is, and the pull is nearly too much.

yoongi doesn't make him wait for long, though. he doesn't make him wait at all, always taking care of him, always giving jungkook exactly what it is that he wants, what he needs, even when jungkook himself isn't sure what that is. he knows as soon as yoongi starts moving, as soon as the pleasure spikes under his skin, just how much he wants it. because it feels good, it feels so good, so much better than any of his toys ever have, so much better even than yoongi's fingers, than the warmth of his mouth and his tongue. because this is simply exactly what jungkook needs. this is what his body wants, what he craves for, what every inch is calling for so desperately. he wants yoongi. needs yoongi, and it isn't hard, doesn't take any effort at all on his part to fall into it completely. not when yoongi is making him feel so good, not when his pace starts to pick up and every single thrust back into his body has jungkook groaning, breathing out pleasure noises that he doesn't have any control over, his fingers tightening against yoongi's skin that much more, looking for something to hold onto. trying to simultaneously ground himself and get that much closer to yoongi all at the same time, more, always more, even as his head tips back and his eyes fall closed, even as he loses himself even further in the pleasure, in the sound of yoongi's voice and the way that it makes him feel when he talks to him like that, praises him like that, makes him feel so, so good.
toughkookie: (bunkook)

[personal profile] toughkookie 2017-09-06 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
jungkook is entirely oblivious to it, to the way that yoongi could be thinking, feeling about all of this. maybe it would be different if it were any other time, if this had happened any other way, if he wasn't currently so caught up in the thick of his heat that he can hardly even think straight anymore. but he is. he's so caught up that all he can do is just feel, just take it, take everything that yoongi is giving him, absolutely everything about the older man blanketing him, surrounding him, filling him up in a way that's so good, so fucking good, so much better than anything else he's ever had that jungkook could cry from the sheer pleasure, borderline too much, from the way that it feels to even start to get something that might come close to satisfying that insane itch that he's gotten all too familiar with over the years.

yoongi is definitely scratching it. yoongi is giving him absolutely everything that he needs and then some, and it's only more, only better when there are fingers finding purchase in jungkook's hair, keeping him pressed down, when yoongi's mouth is assaulting some of his most sensitive places. jungkook simply can't help himself, can't help the groans and whines of pleasure that yoongi keeps pulling from him just like he can't help the slight twitches of his ears, the shivers that find their way down his spine when yoongi bites or sucks against a particularly good stretch of skin. it's already so good, jungkook is already so far gone in the way that it feels that he doesn't even think about it being better, doesn't even imagine the possibility when yoongi pauses in his rhythm to grind himself that much deeper instead, making jungkook gasp, making his breath catch and stutter with the new feeling. a matter of seconds later and he's crying out, his body giving another little jolt underneath yoongi, thighs tightening around him that much more as soon as his cock even so much as nudges against that spot deep inside of him, the one that feels so good, that makes him immediately want more, like that, again, please. jungkook doesn't have the words right now, he can't find them, can't even try. so instead he begs yoongi with his body, with his fingers gripping tight at yoongi's skin, his hair, anywhere he can find to try and coax him to keep going. with the way that he sounds, whines, whimpers, groans that are louder, borderline desperate, hips doing their best to try and move back against yoongi like he can get more of that feeling even with his thighs still wrapped around the older man so tightly, refusing to let go.
toughkookie: (bunkook)

[personal profile] toughkookie 2017-09-08 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
jungkook needs more of this. that's all that he knows for sure, all that he can even start to think when yoongi's got him so wound up. yoongi is giving him so much, making him feel so, so good, but he needs more. he's desperate for it, crying out when yoongi does the same thing again, grinds his hips against jungkook's nice and slow and deep, giving him a hint of what it is his body is so desperately begging for without actually going all the way. it's the sweetest kind of torture, the kind that only draws it out, prolongs all of the good feelings even if jungkook doesn't know that, even if he doesn't understand it just yet. it's so good he feels like he could cry, and even he isn't entirely sure if it's out of frustration or the sheer force of the pleasure yoongi's giving him.

before he can get too much more worked up, he suddenly finds himself sitting upright, head spinning briefly from the quick, sudden motion. his body catches up faster than his mind does, his legs still wrapped tight around yoongi's waist, arms around his shoulders, keeping them close, keeping himself steady. he doesn't have time to really take in the change of position, though, because like this, every snap of yoongi's hips hits in just the right way, just the right spot, head on every single time and jungkook doesn't know what to do with it, doesn't know how to take something that feels so good while at the same time desperately needing it to continue. the result is nearly the same as before, his entire body seeming to quiver with excitement, loud, breathless, half choked cries of pleasure forced out with every single thrust. jungkook is certain that he's never felt so good, never felt this good in his entire life, finally getting exactly what he needs. good enough that there are tears pricking at the corners of his eyes, that it's a mess more than anything else when yoongi kisses him, when he tries to kiss him back eagerly despite the harsh breaths and loud moans and whines that he can't swallow down, doesn't even think about trying to. it doesn't take long, his body can't handle too much of it, not when it's this good, this intense, not when he's already so far gone in his heatspace that there's nothing to do but feel good, so, so fucking good. his entire body tenses, every last nerve seeming to go on alert, jaw going slack against yoongi's mouth right around the time that it hits him and he comes hard, so hard that he almost can't stand it. he's all shaking limbs and cries of pleasure that are bordering on sobs, fingers holding on, digging in hard, every part of him clamping down, tightening around yoongi like his life depends on it, like it's asking him, begging him for just a little bit more, please.
toughkookie: (bunkook)

[personal profile] toughkookie 2017-09-11 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
it doesn't let up. not even when jungkook's orgasm crashes through him, the pleasure stretching out for what feels like an eternity, what seems like far too much, so much more than what his body can handle. it's still just as intense, every single rock of yoongi's hips up into him, the tight grip around his waist, the way he's groaning and jungkook is still so mindless, still letting out choked cries and sobs of pleasure with every one, still shaking and yet doing his best to hold onto yoongi as best as he can. to keep him right here, keep him close, every part of him still holding on so tight, entirely unwilling to give it up yet. and it's good. it's so good, because yoongi knows. he just knows and he keeps giving it to jungkook, keeps giving it to him even when it's borderline too much because he knows that it still isn't enough, isn't enough, until yoongi is cracking and losing himself, until he's coming hard and deep inside jungkook's body and somehow, jungkook feels like he could cry all over again, it's so good. it's exactly what he wanted, exactly what his body's been craving for, so animalistic, instinctual that he couldn't begin to describe it even if he wanted to try. but he doesn't have to. yoongi knows, and just like that, jungkook feels like he can breathe again.

he can't help it, can't do much of anything about the way that he goes slack against yoongi then, slumping against him, head resting near his shoulder. there are still trembles and shakes running through his body, he's still breathing harshly, covered in sweat and all kinds of a mess. but for now, at least, that clawing desperation in his stomach has settled, quieted into nothing. for now, at least, his heat is breaking, and it's a kind of relief that indescribable. it's something that jungkook has never felt before, not without days of torture beforehand, and never with this kind of satisfaction. he can't put it into words, not even if he wanted to. all he can manage is an affectionate nuzzle against yoongi's skin, a few pleased sounds bubbling up from his throat, his own way of expressing his love, his gratitude while he comes down from it, refusing to even start to pull himself away from yoongi at all.