the thing about the two of them getting that much more comfortable, that much closer, about jungkook not having to worry so much about anything at all when they're like this - well, the thing is that it means that it's that much easier for him to fall back into the familiar headspace that only comes with this kind of play. it never takes long, not anymore, but it's so much worse when it's been so long, when neither of them have really been able to indulge in it the way they like to when they're so far apart from one another. it means that jungkook is far too ready for it, so ready and willing to just fall into it, deeper and deeper with every word, every touch, with every moment that passes because jungkook can just feel it.

he can feel it all in just how much he's needing now, the feeling only growing more, steadily. hard to ignore just how much he wants yoongi when it's like this, so close and yet so far, when the older man has worked him up enough that he's aching for it, for something, just wanting to be touched. he never gets needy for anything like like he does for this, like he does when they're together, just for yoongi. it makes it hard to focus on anything else, hard to even try, but yoongi is still talking to him - still coaxing him, still asking of him, and jungkook still wants to be so, so good.

"they.. mn.. they're ta-talking..." is as much as he manages, a soft whine trying to bubble its way up his throat, fighting to escape, something in him wanting to let yoongi know how much more he needs while the rest of him just keeps fighting to be good, to be a good boy, to listen and do well.