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jeon jk ([personal profile] toughkookie) wrote in [community profile] kkaeppsong2017-12-06 07:08 pm

[yoongi/jungkook] ; heart shaker



jungkook feels like he's been waiting for this for at least a lifetime. sometimes it seems like that; he goes back and forth between feeling like he's known yoongi for years and feeling like it's only been a little while. neither option is quite right, and the length of time doesn't really matter - what matters is how comfortable jungkook feels, always has felt talking to yoongi. what matters is the way that he makes his heart race a little bit too fast and his skin flush just a little too hot, how jungkook feels every time he sees - or even thinks about - a picture of him. he has a crush. jungkook knows that. he's completely, utterly, head over heels in like with yoongi hyung and he absolutely knows it. what he isn't entirely sure of, though, is everything else that comes with it. it's hard to know what yoongi thinks, how exactly he's feeling, especially when jungkook is far, far too shy to ever just come out and ask him. but he can't help feeling like the older man making this trip, coming here just to meet him, to see him, to hang out with him - well, it's got to mean something, right?

it does mean something. that's what jungkook tells himself whenever he gets ready, and thank god he started so early in the morning even though they aren't meeting until the afternoon. it's the same struggle as always, only worse, somehow. jungkook has no idea how many times he changes before he ends up settled on something casual, normal, something like what he wears every other day - comfortable, fitted (and only slightly ripped) black jeans and an oversized white tshirt. he spends far too long fussing with his hair just to pull a beanie on over it at the last moment, stepping into his old, worn pair of timberlands on the way out the door. it's almost like he's a different person - the outside definitely doesn't match the inside, the only real giveaways that he's the very same person who posts his art online being the sketchbook he brings along in his bag and the small cluster of flowers painted on the inside of his wrist on one side, leftover from the last practice.

he makes sure to arrive early - far too early, and ends up regretting it not long after. sitting by himself in the little cafe means that he can't seem to stop looking at the door or out the windows, checking his phone even when it's still an hour away from the time they're supposed to meet. in the end, jungkook settles on pulling out his sketchbook, distracting himself by adding onto the last thing he'd been working on the night before.

starrystarrynight: (yoongi fake love)

[personal profile] starrystarrynight 2019-07-11 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
If it wasn't already clear before, now it's obvious how affected Jungkook is--by what he's saying, what he's doing, what kind of morning he's starting to create for the two of them. Every muscle pressed back against Yoongi feels slightly tense, suddenly on alert for what's going to happen next. It's actually kind of impressive, how it took almost twenty minutes to get there. Jungkook hadn't paid any real attention to him before, not his good morning shuffle, not his kisses, not his affectionate touches or curious questions. He hadn't even noticed he was walking right into the belly of the beast.

But he's more than aware now--evident in the way he grows in Yoongi's hand, words stuttering out in that cute way they do when his baby gets flustered. It's not quite a scold--not yet anyways--but Yoongi decides to pull back completely, abruptly leaving Jungkook half-hard and alone in those tiny shorts. If it's hard for him to focus, Yoongi certainly wouldn't want to put him under any strain.

So he slips his hand to the other side instead, the pads of his two fingers rubbing softly between the younger's ass. Just the other night he had had Jungkook like this, his boyfriend clinging onto his fingers so good, a whimpering mess in their bed. Here, he barely applies any pressure at all.

"Is this better?"
starrystarrynight: (yoongi fake love)

[personal profile] starrystarrynight 2019-07-17 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Gently turning things up a notch--or two, or three--is something Yoongi quite enjoys with the other. Of course, every time he's able to be close to Jungkook is perfect, every moment spent together making him fall for his boyfriend just a little harder than before, but there's something especially satisfying about working the moment up slowly, methodically. Soft, seemingly innocent touches that belie the intense need rolling through his body--and all for Jungkook. Always for Jungkook. It's getting worse, better, with the way the younger man can barely stutter out a response, not quite huffy, but not quite pleased either. It leaves Yoongi breathing out a laugh against the side of his neck, fondness and lust colliding in his chest as he presses deeper. Not quite an admonishment, either. Not yet.

"There is a third option," he offers, working a finger carefully, rather lovingly inside the younger. It takes no time at all to work up to another lazy rhythm, more focused on exploring Jungkook at his own pace than actually fucking into him. That'll come later--and Yoongi's nothing if not patient.

There's enough trust between them by now that Jungkook would have put the breaks on this minutes ago if he truly didn't want to deal with Yoongi and his wandering touches, rogue kisses traveling up and down every exposed but of skin he can reach. At the end of the day, Jungkook is the one who actually holds the power. Yoongi just exercises it in a way that gives them both what they crave. But now, here, Yoongi has himself completely wrapped up in the younger man, his other hand still seated low on his hip, still barely rocking him back, and Jungkook is--still submitting.
starrystarrynight: (yoongi fake love)

[personal profile] starrystarrynight 2019-07-21 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
The control starts just as gently. Yoongi prefers playing a subtle hand, just as he prefers taking his time slowly working the younger boy into a frenzy. For as long as Yoongi's known him, Jungkook's always been unusually sensitive, and it's not like it takes much time--or effort--to really get him going. But dragging the time and effort out always has its sweet rewards. Rewards like the impatient sort of sound that falls from Jungkook's lips when his touch doesn't speed up, doesn't hit where it should, where Yoongi is all too familiar with. It just fills the younger over and over again, second after second--until one finger becomes two, pushing even deeper.

By now there's the beginning of a pretty bruise on Jungkook's neck, soothed by Yoongi's tongue. He can't stop kissing him, touching him, this beautiful boy in his lap who may or may not be still trying to fight it. But even so, he knows he has Jungkook. He can feel it. "You could take me properly," he murmurs, the breathlessness of his boyfriend's voice making his grip suddenly tighten. He pulls Jungkook's hips back in a little snap, making him fuck back directly onto his hand. Mimicking exactly what it is that he wants, exactly how he wants his baby to open up for him.

"Don't even need to move. Just right here, nice and easy."
starrystarrynight: (yoongi fake love)

[personal profile] starrystarrynight 2019-07-25 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Those are the words Yoongi was waiting on. Wanted to hear Jungkook say it, admit that he wanted his hyung out loud instead of letting his body do all the communicating for him. It's taken some time and patience, helping Jungkook get as comfortable as he is now with voicing all of his desires. It wasn't always as easy as this, not when Jungkook was younger, shyer, accustomed to the intimacy beneath his own bed sheets with the sound of Yoongi's voice, not quite as confident with the real thing. But that hesitancy has long since passed, Jungkook's moan crystal clear and unabashed as Yoongi continues to work him. Continues to drive him crazy.

It's only when Yoongi pulls Jungkook's shorts down, just enough to have them bunch up and cling to his thighs, that he realizes the shift. No concentrated typing, no rapid-fire responses. Just breathless anticipation as Yoongi strokes himself slick with precum, lining himself up, the firm, steadying grip on his boyfriend's waist more than enough encouragement to follow his lead. So Yoongi has him scoot back, all the way back, slowly but surely, until Jungkook's ass is flush against him and he's fully buried. And fuck, watching his baby take him, every single inch swallowed up in that tight body, will never not make Yoongi's head spin. Feels amazing. Feels perfect.

His free hand wraps around the boy, fingers splayed and resting low on his belly. Takes a moment to catch his breath, to even his voice out, but eventually Yoongi picks up right where they left off--wondering if Jungkook will be able to do the same, now that he's got him in this headspace. Maybe even challenging his boyfriend. "Good boy," he praises lowly, pressing another light kiss to Jungkook's neck. "Now you can finish your work."
Edited 2019-07-29 05:16 (UTC)